The moon is full showering its light over her near naked form. With the sheets clutched tightly around her chest she watches her lover get dressed. There are so many things she wants to say but knows her words will only stress the situation further. It's been many months since they have become more than just two people who occasionally shared a bed just for release. Despite their 'relationship' it still felt like a mere arrangement. So many issues and insecurities weren't worked through and no matter how hard she tried it seemed impossible to break through the walls her lover put up.

//I saw you in the garden
I wanted you so much
I really thought that you were different
Oh how I couldn't get enough//

The brunette beauty is contagious, her essence crawled into her lover settling in her very soul. She just couldn't get the younger woman out of her head, bed, or even her heart. So often she wished Faith would stay just once after making love. That's what confused Buffy so much, the other slayer had no problem sleeping next to her after a long day but it was the contact post sex she couldn't handle.

//I tried to save you from yourself
I felt every high and low
But the lows have drowned the highs away
now there's no where else to go//

"Night B.", Faith tosses over her shoulder before leaving the room. Once the door is closed Buffy lays back to stare at the ceiling. She was never perfect in relationships but Willow's words filled her ears. 'She has been through a lot. Things won't just magically be all roses. I'm just not sure Faith is ready for something this serious.'

//Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time
Black rose I watched your petals wilt away
I couldn't bring you back to life//

It hurts the blond so much when Faith pushes her away. The first time they actually made love the brunette's eyes narrowed before going emotionless upon hearing Buffy's whispered declaration of love. She hadn't meant to say it and she regretted it the moment the words slipped through her lips.  Despite Faith's passion for protecting the innocent and making up for her past crimes Buffy can easily see the broken girl beneath the hard exterior.

//You were always where the sun could never go
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn't find a way to help you grow
Black Rose//

Not able to take the situation any longer Buffy gets out of bed and heads to her closet. Once she's dressed she grabs a stake and heads out her window into the night. The warm night air fills her lungs and she can't help but think about her days back in Sunnydale. Concentrating her senses she tries to find where Faith is. With other slayers running around one would think Buffy would have trouble finding her lover but the chills down her spine can only be caused by Faith's proximity.

//You never tell me how you feel
and your moods they always change
I really tried to make it real
but you never had the faith
I tried to give you something good
to take the pain away
I tried to make you understand
You don't have to be this way/

After thirty minutes she finds Faith sitting by a small lake.
"Why did you follow me?", she asks.
"Because we need to talk.", Buffy replies."This can't keep going on like this. I know you have your own thing going on but for this to work I need you to be willing to open up.."
"I'm not some lovesick puppy B.", Faith growls."I don't share, cry, and grow like your other lovers."
"Faith I'm not asking-"
"I refuse to not have control over how I feel.", she glances over her shoulder."I have power over when I come and go."
"I don't want to suffocate you...I just want to know what's going on in your head."
"That's my business.", she stands without looking at the smaller slayer.

//Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time
Black rose I watched your petals wilt away
I couldn't bring you back to life!

You were always where the sun could never go
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn't find a way to help you grow
Black Rose//

"You are my business!",  Buffy yells with tears in her eyes."I care too much to-"
"That's your issue B, not mine.", she turns to leave.
"You walk away from me you are walking away from us."

//I'm not the one who hurt you So why are you so scared?
(I couldn't save you) (You are who you are)
All that you've been put through couldn't be repaired
(I couldn't break through) (we're too far apart)
I'm not the one who hurt I'm the only one who cares
(I couldn't save you) (You are who you are)
You'll need someone to turn to And I will not be there
(I couldn't save you)//

"Maybe that's what you need.", Faith finally looks Buffy in the face. Her brown eyes are hard and Buffy can't read them for once."To just let me go."

//Every time I held you I knew that it would hurt
Only through the pain I could find a way to learn//

With all her strength Buffy holds back her tears as Faith turns her back on her. With a heavy heart she watches Faith walk away.

//You were always where the sun could never go
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn't find a way to help you grow
Black Rose

I'm not the one who hurt you So why are you so scared?
(I couldn't save you) (You are who you are)
All that you've been put through couldn't be repaired
(I couldn't break through) (we're too far apart)
I'm not the one who hurt I'm the only one who cares
(I couldn't save you) (You are who you are)
You'll need someone to turn to And I will not be there
(I couldn't save you)//

When she can no longer see her ex lover she sits at the edge of the lake wondering how she fell in love with a black rose...

It amazes me how alone I feel surrounded by people. The bus is quiet as I smoke my cigarette and drive. The window next to my seat is cracked to let out the remnants, but at this point I'm sure everyone is too tired to care about second hand smoke.
"Those things kill ya know.", a familiar voice makes me smirk."They say each one takes off minutes of your life."
"It never bothered me before B.", I reply exhaling out the corner of my mouth.
"It should...", she pauses and I can hear her brain mulling over what she's about to say next."...since we have a future to look forward to and all."
I let the words sink into my brain. Picking up the hand not steering I take the cigarette out of my mouth and toss it out the window.
"You happy?"
"Yes, and so are your lungs.", she replies taking a seat on one of the little steps.
"Sitting there isn't so life cherishing either."
"If I die one or all of them will bring me back.", a quick glance allows me to see her wrap her arms around herself. I know that feeling all too well; that internal coldness that nothing can fix.
"If you're cold you can take my jacket.", I state. I expect her to say no considering the fact she is already wearing one but her reply shocks me. A quiet 'sure' slips out her mouth as she stands up."You're gonna have ta take it off me.", I reply removing one hand from the wheel. Reaching over my back she takes the jacket off me with the softest of touches. When she removes the other sleeve she lightly caresses my wrist. Glancing up at her I see the desire and mischief in her green eyes. With a soft smile she kisses my forehead, then my lips. Then there's a huge crash that brings me back to reality. Everyone jumps up but B is at the front of the bus first.
"What the hell happened?", she demands. I open my mouth to say I fell asleep but Giles saves me.
"Pothole.", he states.
"There should be a space and all the equipment under.", Robin groans as he sits up. Wicked cut to the stomach caused him to loose a lot of blood.
"Kennedy and Rona you get tire duty.", B replies causing the two younger slayers to grumble. Mini me gives Red a kiss before following Rona. Needing some fresh air I jog off the bus and into the desert. Glancing down the road I can see the glitter of a city but I don't know which one. I check on the girls to make sure they aren't putting the spare on backwards.
"It's really weird.", Rona states."I've never been this hungry in my life..."
"You? Willow has been trying to keep my hands off her.", she chuckles."If she wasn't so uptight I would have gotten this taken care of hours ago."
The two share a laugh completely unaware of my presence. Nothing like a near death experience to bring two slayers to friendship. Looking at Rona I wonder about Kendra. When I first got to Sunnydale Buffy would tell me stories about how they met but she didn't have a picture of her so I had to imagine what she looked like.
"You here to inspect the job?", Ken asks as she wipes her hands off on her pants.
"Just seeing if you need help.", I say as I pull out my pack of cigarettes. Taking one out I place it between my lips and turn my back to the light breeze. I light it and take a deep breath. Feeling the cancerous substance warm my lungs and throat I stare into the sky. The stars are bright as ever and I can't remember ever seeing them like this before.
"Faith!", B yells."Time to go!"
With a sigh I drop my cigarette and stomp it out before heading back to my duty as driver.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
When we finally reach the Hyperion no one moves. For those of us with Angel history there are a lot of memories and the new kids they are too tired and confused about the H&H they are feeling. As they finally mill off the bus I chuckle as Willow and Kennedy leave. The poor girl is staring at Willow's ass like she can't wait until they are alone.
"What's so funny?", I look up at Rob. After our little roll in the hay he strangely hasn't been too clingy. I have passed the 'get some get gone' phase of my life but that doesn't mean I'm ready for flowers and candy.
"I feel bad for Willow once Kennedy gets her alone."
"The typical hungry and horny.", he adds now watching the two lovers."You slayers and your cravings."
I look up intending to say something smart but my words are stopped as he captures my lips with his. I can't help the fire rushing through me and I let out a small moan. Feeling him try to pick me up out of the seat I stand up wrapping my arms around his neck. His hands are on my hips as he moves his mouth to my neck. Luckily, everyone has exited the bus so he backs up until he's sitting in one of the seats. Being careful of his wound I sit in his lap. His body calling mine loud and clear and I can't ignore the itch I need to get scratched. 'Kennedy isn't the only one getting some action tonight' I think in my head. He unbuckles my belt, then jeans and I'm slightly confused about what he's doing until his hand slips past my underwear. Grabbing the sides of the seats I hiss in pleasure. I raise a bit to give him better access but before he can get to his destination I hear a cough. Swallowing down my desire I know who's there.
"Yea B."
"Angel is waiting for us...", something hits my nose and as quick as it came it's gone.
"We can finish this later.", I tell Robin. The look on his face tells me he isn't so sure so I kiss him with all I have to show I am telling the truth."We should get you patched up good first though.", I reply as I stand up fixing my jeans. Reaching out a hand I help him up and off the bus.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
As soon as I walk through the door I notice Angel's face. As sure as I am horny he can tell. He composes himself before anyone else notices and waves for me to sit in his office. Gunn, Fred, Wesley, Lorne, Buffy, Giles, Willow, Xander, and I make up the little group.
"Congratulations on finishing off The First.", Angel says."As you all know, especially Faith.", he looks at me with grin of affection."Things were pretty wild here but now everything is under control.", he stands to his full height."You are welcome as long as you like-"
"We'll be leaving as soon as all the girls are healed and ready to move.", B replies."We have a lot to figure out."
"Buffy, wouldn't it be better to do the settle things here rather than on the road?", Giles asks.
She crosses her arms considering his statement.
"I just wouldn't want to tramp on Angel's territory.", she says.
"This place could use the slayers to help with clean up.", Gunn adds."Just because the sun is back doesn't mean all the night time uglies have left."
"It's a great way to train all the new slayers.", Willow churps.
"New slayers?", Angel asks.
"Will here used the slayer scythe to activate all the potential slayers so instead of one there are many.", Xander answers.
"He makes it sound so simple.", Willow whispers to B making her smile. I love it when she smiles, her eyes seem to twinkle.
"Even better.", Lorne replies."The more slayers the better."
"It's about quality, not quantity.", B says."These girls have a lot to learn. Fighting one apocalypse doesn't have you your slayer wings."
I can't help but let out a laugh causing everyone to look at me. My age hasn't stolen my sense of humor. A girl is who is she no matter what.
"Sorry.", I cough. I am so ready for this meeting to get over so I can get back to Robin.
"Then it's settled.", Angel replies."Welcome to Angel Investigations.", he says shaking B's hand. I stand up ready to find my new buddy when Angel says,"Faith, can you stay a moment."
B pauses to look between Angel and I. After a moment she continues on her way out the door without another word. When everyone is gone I close the door.
"What's up?"
"I need a special favor.", he says sitting on the edge of his desk.
"Anything for you.", his dark eyes soften.
"I need to ask you something.", he pauses,"What was Spike to Buffy? And where is he?"
"He didn't make it out. Thank him for the hellmouth being closed. The little trinket you gave him turned him into a lighthouse shining the sun on those ubervamps."
He nods and his eternally wrinkled forehead gains a few more. With a sigh I touch his leg,"You are still number one in her heart.", this makes his face relax and he flashes me a smile.
"You love her too huh..."
Silence fills the air around us as I think about that. There was always something about her that called me to her but I just figured it was the slayer bond. "That's how it happens, it kinda just sneaks up on you...", he stares at his hands."With her here I can feel her every move. Being a vampire in love sucks."
I let out a laugh at his use of words.
"Wish I could tell you what love felt like.", I reply as I stand.
"You feel it...even if you don't know what it is...you feel it."
I leave his office trying to shake his words out of my head. I want to be my old self; run up those stairs, find Rob, ride him like a stallion, eat like a horse, sleep, and be done with it all but I can't. So instead I bum a few bucks off Lorne and head out on the town. I can feel the sun getting ready to rise. All the creatures of the night are hurrying off to their hiding places, or perhaps maybe just running from me. My reputation got around the city quick, no demon wants to mess with a do gooder who is capable of taking innocent lives. I end up at a bar in a few minutes. Walking in I notice it's half empty, only the drunkards are occupying the seats. I decide to sit at a table so I can put my feet up. The waiter walks over to me.
"Ma'am could you remove your feet?", he asks.
"I just finished saving the world...twice...you think you can cut a slayer some slack?"
His eyes go wide.
"You're Faith."
"In the flesh."
"What would you like?"
"A bit of everything on the menu...you know how us slayers get."
"I'll be right back."
It takes him three trips to get all the food on the table. It takes me even less time to finish it all. With a loud burp I down the beer in my hand. The guy even let me control the t.v. so I'm flipping through channels looking for something good. A news lady is standing outside the remains of the small town.
"Scientists are saying the strongest earthquake to hit California is the reason for the destruction of this small town. After the prolonged solar eclipse of LA only a few weeks before scientists believe this is all due to global warming and climate change. This is Susan Sarandon reporting live from what used to be Sunnydale California."
Shaking my head I change the channel finally finding ESPN.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"Faith, Faith, wake up.", opening my eyes I see Angel with a worried look.
"Whats wrong?", I ask sitting up. Angel gives me a disgusted look."What?" With a smirk he wipes his cheek and I do the same. The difference is that his hand was still dry and mine was soaked in saliva.
"You fell asleep and I was scared to wake you.", the bartender says."With slayer strength and all I didn't want to loose a limb or anything."
I grin at the nice man and then at Angel.
"How long I been out?"
"Fourteen hours, no one realized you were gone until this afternoon. We all figured you were sleep but then Buffy and I could tell you weren't in the hotel."
"I didn't mean to make you guys worry. I just needed some alone time with food, beer, and apparently sleep."
"It's alright.", he reaches out his hand and snatches it back before my saliva hand can touch him.
"Big baby.", I reply as I let him help me up with the other hand. I wipe the saliva onto my jeans and he gives me a disgusted look."Believe me, worse fluids have been on these pants."
"That could be taken the wrong way.", he chuckles before playfully punching me in the arm.
"It could but I don't really care."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
When I stroll back into the hotel there is a collective sigh of relief from the original gang.
"I'm touched you all missed me.", I churp.
"We just need everyone we can get to get this place back in order.", Buffy spat."You can't just run off like that. What if some demon found out about us and attacked the hotel?"
Feeling my jaw tighten I ball up my fists. How dare she throw something in my face. I put my life on the line for Angel, the world, for her.
"You little stuck up blonde bimbo!", I roar causing the group to jump and bringing younger slayers out of their rooms. Buffy narrows her eyes but I keep speaking before she can."I broke out of jail, mind you which I chose to go to, to help Angel here and Willow asked me back to Sunnydale. She *asked* which means I decided to go back there. I could have walked my murdering ass back to jail but I didn't because you needed as much ammo as you could muster.", I feel my blood boiling and I can hear my heart thumping loudly in my chest."I put away my personal feelings to be there for you and you welcomed me to town with a jab to the face over a vampire you had fucked once."
I noticed that her own hands turned into fists, her body was tense and I knew she would attack any moment but I had to get out what I held for so long."I never wanted to be better than you B.", my voice seemed to soften."I just wanted to be equal, I am tired of being the 'bad' slayer while you are the 'good' slayer. I very well know it could take my whole life to make up for what I've done to you, or maybe I never will, but I'm trying and you can't seem to give me credit for that."
I stepped back and despite all the eyes on us B and I were staring straight into my eyes. With a determined walk she closed the space between us and lowered her voice so that only I could hear her.
"Meet me outside.", she growled before storming out. Blinking I finally looked around the hotel to see everyone staring at me.
"Show's over, go back to whatever you were doing.", I yell before following Buffy. She's standing in the courtyard.
"Let's walk.", she sighs before making her way to the street. I fall in step next to her, slightly ahead because of my longer legs. For a while we stay that way; taking in the scents of the city, glancing around for danger. It reminds me of the good ole days when we would patrol; sometimes talking about anything, other times in silence because we both had too much on our minds.
"You were right back there.", she finally says."I haven't been giving you credit. It's been years since everything went down between us. Three long years since the last time I saw you. When you first walked in the house I was kinda shocked cause you seemed different..." I turn my head to see her staring at me."

Staring into each other's eyes they bask in the silence and connection of the gesture. 'I bow to the goodness in you' is the phrase they remember when first taught how to do this. In the instance they stand back to their full height the intimacy of the moment changes to ferocity. Hands and feet fly so fast onlookers can barely keep up. One slip gives an opportunity. A swipe brings the young woman to the floor with a thud. Looking up at her sister she sees the confident smirk. She takes the hand of her opponent allowing herself to be helped up.
"Well done my daughters.", says their father, Qing Lo, as he stands from his throne."It is a comfort to us all that one of you will be chosen."
It has been many years since the prophesy was first told to their people. One in all the world chosen to protect it from evil. Lo's spiritual adviser told him that in his ruling he would witness the power of this protector of good. The warrior can only be of royal blood so he knew it would be one of his children. But when his wife delivered a girl 17 years ago he asked what he had done wrong to be given a daughter instead of the warrior son first. His adviser laughed telling him that the warriors were women as to be less suspecting to her enemies. But then the next year his second daughter was born. Not even Xian, the royal adviser and great prophet, could determine which of the two would be chosen to protect their lands.
"We all know I will be chosen since I am the oldest.", Mai states.
"Age does not always bring wisdom.", Xian replies. Touching the hair of Ling, the younger of the two daughters, he continues "The power is not given to the strong but to the balanced."
Is his mind he was sure Ling was to be chosen because of her gentleness.
"Let us move into the other room to feast with our guests.", says their mother Aria."You girls go wash up."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
She finds peace here, away from the responsibilities of royal life and destiny. Being a possible chosen one has given her more freedom than the princesses before her but she longs for more.
"Everyone is waiting, and you are here staring at the stars.", Mai's voice causes Ling to jump."How can you be chosen if you can't even sense when someone is near? I have heard stories about those before us...", Ling continues staring into the night."The writings say many of them only last two maybe three years before perishing. That's the only way the next can be chosen..."
"So our power isn't even ours.", Ling sighs."It's just passed on when the one before dies...what kind of gift is this?", she finally turns to her sister."You may be a warrior of good but until you also fall short you will be nothing but a dealer of death."
"You have no respect for the calling. Which is why you won't be chosen."
"I guess that will be up to the powers..."
The gong is sounded, announcing that dinner is served. Mai storms off causing Ling to run to catch up with her. Standing before the doors they smooth out their gowns.
"Announcing Qing Mai and her younger sister Qing Ling.", the doors open and the guests look to them. Many years they have been on display, their father wanting the country to see how well they fight so that the people of their kingdom will feel safe and stay within its walls. Ling sits down next to her childhood friend Kai. As she rests her hand on her knee she feels his fingers slip a piece of paper into her palm.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
When dinner is over the guests begin to dwindle away. Kai and his parents are the last the leave. With a polite smile they stand from the table, offer one last bow, and disappear out the doors. Ling waits a few moments and when the servants are done clearing the table she asks permission to go into the garden. She is allowed and also stands, bows, and leaves. Trying to contain her excitement she forces her steps to be slow as she makes her way to her destination. When she finally reaches it the moonlight is her only company. The sounds of the water from the fountain fills her ears and she inhales the scent of the plants. Such small things she gains comfort from. Strong arms wrap around her waist and she relaxes her body resting her weight on him.
"You are so beautiful in the moonlight.", he comments.
"Are you saying I am not in the daylight?"
"This is where your soul flourishes. This time calls to your essence."
"You speak as if you have known a chosen one before."
"Just the stories. They say she can't help but fall in love with the night. That it gives her power just as it gave the demon who fathered this race."
"There is no way of knowing who will be chosen Kai.", she turns to look at him."I just want to be a simple woman with a loving husband instead of a man who just wants to rule my kingdom."
With a gentle smile he leans down to kiss her. He knows he could be killed for touching an unmarried woman but he can't help but love her. Since they were children playing in the fields he has loved her. Even when she went through a strange growth spurt and towered over him he couldn't help but stare up at her like the goddess he thought she was.
"What's so funny.", she asks bringing him out of his thoughts.
"I remember when you were taller than me...", her wide smile melts his heart and at that moment he vows to do whatever it takes to make her his wife.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"No...", he whispers holding her body in his arms."She was too young..."
The others run up seeing the watcher holding his pupil. A girl of only 14 years had been chosen only a few months before. Despite her power her lack of training gave the demon the upper hand. Wiping the tears from his eyes the watcher stands to his full height over the young men. Touching the shoulder of one he sighs."Deliver my books to the land of the new slayer."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
Xian was studying the alignment of the planets when his doors slammed open announcing that someone had urgent news. He turns around to see his younger brother holding a book.
"I have never seen you so excited...", he says.
"That's because I was never called before...", Lupe replies.
"It is time?"
"She has been chosen, brother."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
She is standing in the water with her eyes closed. It is up to her shoulders and she concentrates on hearing it, noticing each trickle and change in current. With bended knees she moves her arms in circular motion, wielding it to her liking. Opening her eyes she sees the funnel she has created. Turning her attention to the sky she notices something glittering. But as she tries to make out what it is she is hit with a burst of energy. She gasps for air feeling the wave of power go through her. Seconds after she feels the tingling in her toes and fingers. When she inhales she can smell the food being prepared in her palace over two miles away. Looking into a tree her eyes seem to zoom in, giving her a perfect picture of a bird's chicks. She closes her eyes once again and hears the voices of the people in the village nearby. With a smile she looks to the sky realizing what has happened. Soaking wet she jumps out the river to the one person who would know what to do.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
She bursts into his chamber accidentally knocking one of the doors off the hinges.
"That is very normal for someone newly chosen.", says a man she has never seen.
"This is my brother, Lupe.", Xian explains."He is your mentor. Since a small child he has been training just as you have to guide you on your mission."
Walking to him she bows, keeping her eyes to the floor.
"I am willing to learn from you Master Lupe.", she states.
"No need for titles Ling.", he replies touching her chin to raise her."Like you I am merely a servant of the powers..."
Looking into his dark eyes she sees the sincerity of his intentions. He looks about 24 years old, with his barely there facial hair. His jet black hair is pulled back into a pony tail and he wears the garb of a monk. Lupe notices her expression at his clothing."I reside among the monks to better understand myself and your kind."
Ling is taken aback by the phrase 'your kind' as if she's no longer human. "The chosen are given extraordinary powers in order to be able to combat the forces of evil. But power without training is nothing. Just as you have been training so have I. You are no longer a princess...you are a warrior. Forget your old life..."
"What about-"
"You have an older sister who can marry and rule your father's kingdom."
Biting her lip the 16 year old stares at the ground fighting back tears. She realizes that either way she would have had no choice. If it was Mai who was chosen then it would be Ling's responsibility to marry a suitable match and give birth to male heirs. But for some reason she has been chosen to follow this specific path, even if it leads to her death.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
She sits in the chair nervously as the servant braids her hair. She is wearing the best gown money could buy; royal blue with gold edging and her family's crest on the arm. She is no longer a girl but a slayer. As she stands she wonders if she has gotten taller. With a shake of the head she continues to her destination. Xian told everyone that an announcement had to be made so those of royal blood near and far came to this announcement. Standing in front of the large entrance doors Ling can hear Xian's voice.
"It has been many years since the slayer has been on this earth. Into every generation a slayer is born. One girl to protect the world from the demons, the vampires, and the forces of evil. Qing Ling is the one who is now chosen."
Ling can hear the whispers and questions and can feel the confusion and anger coming from her sister when the doors open. All eyes land on her and for the first time in a long time she is scared. She is terrified of all the expectations being put on her shoulders. Glancing at Mai she sees the burning anger in her eyes. Her mother is smiling and her father forces a nod. Everyone was just so sure Mai would be chosen. When she reaches where Xian is standing he steps to the side to reveal his brother Lupe.
"My younger brother Lupe has been given the duty of guiding our new slayer on her journey."
"LUPE?!", Lo yells silencing all the hushed voices."He is still a child himself. Why can't you be her mentor?"
"Our family line has two ways; that of a royal adviser and that of a watcher."
"My child is young...how can he train her in the ways of this calling?"
"I assure you Lupe is a fine teacher. I would trust my own child in his ways."
"If one thing goes wrong-"
"I don't know if you have noticed but there is a war going on out there.", Lupe says."Your majesty, there is only one her and a whole force of them. If needed I would sacrifice my life for hers, without knowing her but knowing her cause. This is a calling for me as well."
Mai runs from the room and Ling tries to follow but Lupe stops her.
"Give her some time..."
Ling nods and stares at the floor.
"Keep your head up.", Lupe says."You are a warrior now."
Taking a deep breath she turns to the people in the room.
"I am the protector of this land, of this earth, and I vow to give my life to that responsibility."
The crowd begins to clap finally accepting her as the chosen one.
"Let us feast to this blessing the powers have given us."
*~~*~~*~~*
"My boy thinks he has found the new slayer", says a woman with black hair.
"Didn't I tell you to just give it up?", a man with black hair says to the shorter man with dark blond hair.
"You are just scared she'll take you out before I get her."
"My love isn't scared of anything.", adds a woman with blond hair.
"The little one is all the way in China though..."
"I refuse to waist time looking for some little girl that we would never come in contact with us.", says the black haired man.
"Maybe not just yet but I will find and kill me a slayer.", huffs the man with dark blond hair.
*~~*~~*~~*
After the celebration Ling quietly sneaks to Mai's room. She softly knocks on the door to her sister's chambers.
"Go away.", she yells through her tears. Ling does the opposite and pushes the door open."Didn't I tell you to-", picking up her head Mai's eyes lands on her sister."Don't you have some training to do?", she growls.
"Why are you acting like I choose this? Like I asked for this?", she crosses her arms."You of all people know how I feel...do you think I wanted to hurt you?"
"But you did.", Mai states angrily wiping away her tears."Xian must have known, he probably told you and together you both deceived me."
"That isn't true!", Ling yells."All I wanted to do was marry Kai, do you know how that feels? To have your dreams ripped out of your hands?"
Mei stands to her feet and Ling follows suit. The younger one of the two swallows as her sister slowly walks to her.
"I do.", she whispers staring angrily into Ling's eyes."I never want to speak to you again and as the only heir to the throne I want you to know that once this kingdom belongs to my husband and I you will never be allowed to set foot in this country again."
Straightening her back and composing herself Ling narrows her eyes.
"From this moment on we are no longer sisters..."
"I wouldn't have it any other way.."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"We have to leave in the morning.", Lupe tells Lo."She has much training to do."
Caressing his chin Lo nods."Has her training not been enough?"
"Your people have trained her well, as a girl, but you see now she has to learn to control her powers."
"The place he is taking her is only a few miles away so if she is needed she can respond.", Xian adds.
"She is no longer a princess of this country...", Lupe replies.
"We understand her calling better than you think.", Aria states.
Lupe smiles at Ling's mother.
"Two daughters means there is one who can still provide a royal heir for the next generation.", Lo says."Now that Ling has been chosen we have decided on a husband for Mai."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
She can feel his sorrow as he sits in her window. Many times he has appeared to her this way. Since declaring his love for her she has allowed him to visit her without the watchful eyes of the other royals living in the palace.
"Where are you going?", Kai asks.
"I leave with Lupe at dawn."
"How long will you be gone?"
She shrugs."I technically am no longer a princess so I'm not sure."
"They can't just take that from you...it's your birthright."
"So is this...", she trails off trying to hold in her tears. Her knees go weak but Kai is there to catch her before she hits the floor. Taking in his scent and the warmth of his embrace she sobs into his shoulder. He kisses her hair before smoothing it down.
"I will always love you."
"But there is no way we can marry now."
"Leave some kind of clue as to where I can find you."
"I can't.", she says sniffling."Lupe won't tell me."
She can hear his heart skip a beat.
"Is this the last time we will see each other?"
Ling nods and fails at making her tears go away. Taking her face into his hands Kai leans forward planting a kiss on her lips. As he pulls away Ling gasps for air. Opening her eyes to stare into his she knows this will be the last time she will have him like this. She stands and pulls him to his feet. With a nervous breath her shaking hands begin to untie the clips on his gown. Once they are all unclasped she plants her hands on his shoulders and pushing them down his arms she pushes off his garment. His light brown skin glistens in the candlelight. Stroking his abdomen she bites her lip at the sculpted muscles there. She hears a loud thumping noise in her ears but doesn't know if it's his heart of hers. Kai reaches up and takes the clip out of her hair allowing the raven waves to fall all around her shoulders. No one but her servants have seen her hair down and he thanks her for the opportunity with a tender kiss. As she steps closer to him she feels his desire press against her stomach. She blushes and he pauses not sure if she wants to stop.
"We don't have-", her lips on his silences him. Deepening the kiss she presses her body even closer to his causing him to let out a low growl.
"I want you to be my first...", she whispers as their eyes connect. Her statement is all he needs to continue undressing her.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
Lupe notices the far away look in his slayer's eyes.
"Ling are you okay?", with a jump she snaps back to the present. She couldn't help but think about Kai's peaceful face when she awoke next to him. At first it hurt but after a while it began to feel good and she couldn't tear herself away from her lover's body. Kai joked about her slayer stamina being the reason for her passion. She just couldn't get enough of him; the strength of his muscles, the feel of his skin, the desire and love in his eyes. She had to wake him and get him out before the servants came to prepare her for the journey. The two lovers were almost caught but luckily he left right before the servants came in. Ling had decided that she at least wanted to share a special moment like that with him before going away since she knew she would not be marrying. The pain on the side of her head made her wince.
"You are going to need better reflexes than that.", he chuckled.
"I do..", she replied rubbing her head."That hurt."
"You don't know what hurt is yet.", the seriousness of his voice made a chill run up her spine.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
TWO YEARS LATER...
She finishes off her enemy by decapitation. As soon as his head leaves his body the remains turn to dust. For a moment she stays in her a defensive stance reaching out her senses for any more of his kind. When she is satisfied no other threat is there she relaxes and places the sword into its sheath. Her watcher opens the door and walks in.
"Well done Ling.", the eighteen year old slayer looks nothing like the girl she was before she was called. Her naive left her eyes and was replaced by the rage of the slayer. She and Lupe have traveled all throughout her kingdom demolishing the forces of evil. On their quest to protect their lands from the things they do not know of they have to stay out of the affairs of human conflict. Since the time of her calling many things have changed; mostly the peace of their land. Foreign powers entered the empire and many of the people didn't like the religion and politics they brought with them. Lupe said war was inevitable.
"You have improved..."
"I had no choice.", Ling replies wiping the blood from her mouth away. Once the small group of vampires realized they couldn't win one on one they decided to jump on her at once. She had never left a fight without bleeding. Ling admired the responsibility of the young slayer. In two years she had progressed in all his training; physical and spiritual. The Watcher's Council took pride in her accomplishments. It was them who suggested that she be separated from her family in order to focus solely on slaying. Lupe agreed to an extent because he felt having ties to this world is what kept a slayer fighting.
"It's over two years since you have been back to your province right?"
The mention of her home gave her eyes a hint of her old self.
"I could ask permission.", Lupe states.
The light in her eyes fades."It would be better not to. Old memories and all.", she trails off.
"It would be a breath of fresh air to get away from this lifestyle for a few days."
Taking a deep breath the slayer allows herself to be the eighteen year old she is.
"A few days would be fine."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"A watcher is the bloke who watches after her.", says the light haired man.
"You are giving me a headache with all this slayer talk.", the older man roars."All this research, why don't you just go in for the kill?"
"Look at who's talking, Mr. Finesse himself, bloody ponce.", he huffs."Because if she's as powerful as they all say it won't be easy taking her down."
"Are you actually formulating some kind of plan?"
"For once...yes. This beauty is worth my time because when I kill her she'll be dead a little longer."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
Ling follows Lupe into her father's official chamber. Lo, the ruler of the Shanxi province, was staring at the papers on his desk.
"I present Zhing Lupe, and his pupil Ling The Vampire Slayer. Looking up Lo can't believe the slayer before him is his own child. A smile crosses his tired face as he stands.
"Come here my child.", Ling hurries to her father and bows.
"Thank you for welcoming me."
A hand lands on her chin raising it so he can look into her eyes.
"There is nothing to thank me for. I should be thanking you."
"I do what I can. What is all this talk of war father?"
"There have been many uprisings in Beijing, where your sister and her husband are. I was reading a letter from her just now about how bad things are there."
An older woman comes running in enveloping Ling in a hug. Pulling away she sees the woman's face and smiles at her mother.
"With no word I was worried..."
"Still alive.", Ling replies flippantly.
"I am so terrified that all this will erupt into rebellion. So many peasants have taken up arms and are battling with the foreign. They call themselves the 'Righteous Harmony Society'."
"The foreigners are calling them Boxers."
"Perhaps you could stay as protection.", Lo says.
"My abilities are needed for slaying vampires father.", Ling replies."I have no place in these affairs."
"I understand.", her mother says.
"We have to go to Beijing.", Lupe states."Lands raged by war are playgrounds for vampires."
"Promise me you will return here once things settle down..."
"I promise.", hugging her mother she kisses her cheek. With a small grin she allows herself to be pulled into her father's strong embrace.
"You have brought great honor to this house.", Lo states."You have filled my heart with pride.", he kisses her head."Make sure to find your sister while you are there."
"I will.", Ling turns to leave but her mother's voice stops her.
"Don't forget you gave me your word.", the woman smiles.
"I won't mother.", with those words she follows her watcher out to the street.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
As soon as she crosses province limits she can feel the incredible evil amongst the fear of the people. Buildings are burning, people are running through the streets, and screams echo through the land. Getting off her horse the young girl unsheathes her sword.
"Be careful Ling..."
"I will.", she replies as she hurries up the stares to her sister's palace. Certain parts of it are in flames but she is not bothered by the smoke. Arriving at the royal chambers she kicks the doors open. She sees her sister crouched in fear in a corner, grasping something to her chest. She sheaths her sword as she approaches her sister. As Ling nears Mei she hears the wails of a child. She rips a piece of her clothing and wraps it around her hands before moving a burning beam. She ignores the sizzle as she helps her sister to her feet.
"I never thought you would come...", Mai coughs.
"Let's get out of here.", she helps her older sister to safety from the fire."Is there anyone else?"
"Kai ordered everyone to leave but I went back for Jade's blanket."
"Kai is here?", she can't help the look of confusion.
"H-he is my husband..."
Two years of slaying demons, vampires, and evil warlocks never phased her but knowing her sister ended up marrying her only love steals her breath and strength.
"W-we had no choice...father didn't know of your love and Kai is the only man worthy.."
Ling puts up her hand."Is this your child?". Mai nods."Where is Kai?"
Lupe approaches them and an explosion causes the two to jump.
"I just got word they saw Kai fighting a foreigner in the temple.", he states. Despite her pain Ling knows she still loves Kai. Wiping away at her tears she stands up unsheathing her sword.
"We should leave.", Lupe says."There is nothing here but human war."
"No.", Ling says looking to the temple on the hill."I feel four very strong vampires in this place. Old ones with experience."
Killing newly risen vampires has left the slayer empty. She was built and chosen to deliver death to evil. She feels her body being pulled to the temple.
"You are strong yes but you can't handle four. Ling we-"
The glare she gives quiets him.
"Take my sister back to Shanxi. If I do not return in two days you will know what has happened to me."
Taking a deep breath the young slayer tightens her grip on her sword as she races to the location of her first love and the strong vampire. She passes many people fighting but she has nothing on her mind but getting to Kai. She knows that there is no way he could stand against a vampire. Kicking the doors off the hinges she settles her breathing. Before her is the sight of her ex-lover on his knees before a vampire. He stops what he is doing to look at her. His eyes narrow as he realizes who she is. He hisses something before shoving Kai away from him. The man hurries to his feet.
"Ling!", he yells running to her side."We can take him together, don't let his size fool you-"
"Get out.", she states.
"But I could-"
"My sister and watcher are waiting for you."
He has seen her look of determination and its now set of the vampire before her. With a sigh of defeat the man hurries out of the temple leaving Ling with the light brown haired man. She can't understand his words which tells her he has come from far away. Looking at his casual stance she knows he is not a martial artist but his strength in experience is enough for her to worry about.
*~~*~~*~~*
How long they have been fighting to the death she has no idea but he seems to be having fun. Despite the words he utters that she can't explain he seems to be playing. He dodges her swing with the sword and in anger she charges him swinging her sword furiously. In the second she takes to re-balance herself he backhands her breaking her grip on her sword. She has no problem going hand to hand because of their equality of strength. Landing every kick and punch Ling knows that this vampire relies only on his strength. Hands and feet flying through the air she slams his against a column. With her foot to his throat she pulls out her stake. His eyes widen as his eyes connect with the weapon. She smirks inwardly at his imminent demise. But as she raises it to strike an explosion goes off throwing the pair to the ground. Ling hurries to regain her weapon because that is what she needs to kills him. But he takes advantage of her childish move of not knowing where her opponent is all all times. She feels him grab her arm, pinning in behind her back. His cold breath touches her neck and she knows that she has arrived at her end. Finally her end has come. She gasps loudly as his fangs sink into her neck draining her life away. Ling sees the images of her loved ones flash before her eyes. The last of her mother when she saw her days before.
"Tell my mother I'm sorry.", she whispers knowing that she won't be able to keep her promise. The vampire says something to her before dropping her to the ground. As her life slowly fades out all she can think about is the peace that she will finally have...
END

Author: MahoganySlayer
Rating:
Season setting: Five Years after Chosen
Distribution:If you wan't it, take it..just give me my props
Disclaimer: These characters belong to Joss Whedon

"Fuck", I huff as the cop approaches my car. Adjusting my tank top to show a bit more skin I prepare myself to get out of a ticket.
When he gets to my door I can't help but notice how good
looking he is; mocha colored skin, deep brown eyes, and an obviously well kept body under his uniform. In my old days I would have offered to wear his handcuffs but I was too mature for that. He too noticed my attire; short shorts, tank top, and my hair up showing off the skin of my neck.
"Ma'am you were not wearing your seatbelt and that's up to a hundred dollar fine.", he states. I hate Florida's stupid click it or ticket campaign but I'm sure he was just looking for a reason to pull over a sexy woman in a blood red Mustang GT.
"I know sir but you see I have a bit of a sun burn and it up to wear it.", I reply touching my bare shoulder. His youth shows as he licks his lips at the sight of me touching myself. I want to roll my eyes because I'm not too anything overly sexual and here his is ready to blow.
"I'm going to let you off with a warning but don't let me catch you without one again.", he says. As if he'll be keeping an eye out for me. Leaning against my car he looks into my eyes."My shift ends in thirty minutes if you want to meet up..."
"Sorry buddy...you're not exactly my type.", I say as I put my glasses on. The statement turns him on rather than disgusting him and I curse at myself for not pegging his type better. With a smirk he steps away from my car with a smirk.
"Have a good day.", he chuckles before heading back to his cruiser and going on about his merry way. Turning my car back on and putting it into gear I continue my journey.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
My apartment is quiet for the first time in weeks since Dawn thought a vacation to the sexiest city on earth would be fun. No one even gave me a head's up. I just walked into my place to find her cooking in my kitchen. The gang thought it would be funnier not to tell me her plans. She'd finally left just as random as she came except for the note on the table. "Thanks for the hospitality Faye, I appreciated it"-Love Dawn.
That girl is too much now that she lives on her own. Peeling off my tank top I wince a bit, I was lying when I said my sunburn hurt. I make my way to the bathroom but I stop when I feel it. All the hairs on the back of my neck raise and I concentrate to see where they are. Assuming I'm just stopping they touch my shoulder and I flip them over with a loud thud. Looking down into green eyes I relax.
"B?"
"Nice to see you too Faith.", Buffy huffs trying to get the air back into her lungs.
"Can I know why you Summers women have a need to break into my house?"
"I figured you would have noticed who I was..."
To be honest I just knew someone was near. Years before I would have been able to peg her but it had been years since we had been around each other. Conference calls and emails were the only ways we kept in touch.
"Guess I was wrong.", she says as I help her up."Dawn wouldn't stop raving about this city so I figured I'd come check it out too."
I raise my eyebrow at her seeing through her lie.
"Ok ok, Jeff and I broke off the engagement...", looking up she holds back her tears."Supposedly I was too involved in the operation even after I promised him I wasn't."
"So you decided to come here too...", I question.
"I shouldn't have come.", she sniffles."This is your city, I'll just go..." she turns to walk away and my heart breaks at her pain.
"Buffy wait."
I think it's me using her real name more than me actually asking her to wait that makes her turn around. Her eyes are already bloodshot and she looks like she's about to break into a million pieces. Stepping towards her I pull her into my arms. As soon as I am holding her she lets go of everything. She's mumbling things as she sobs out her soul and I can only make out some of what she's saying. We have come so far but a part of me can't believe she's actually letting me see this side of her. When we got the news about the L.A. gang not making it out of their final battle B just locked herself in her room for a couple weeks until Giles went and retrieved her. It seemed that with the Jeff guy she was rebuilding the wreckage of her love life since loosing Angel and Spike.
"It's okay B.", I assure her as I smooth down her hair."He doesn't know how lucky he is."
She cuddles deeper into the space between my shoulder and neck holding me as if I'll disappear. I feel her slayer strength as she holds onto me as tight as possible. I welcome the pain because The Powers know I would gladly take away her pain if I could. Taking in the way her skin feels and the scent of her hair I close my eyes remembering the first time we met. We were such kids without a clue of how serious our calling was. With her it was a prison sentence and with me it was a get out of hell free card. I guess that's the reason we approached slaying so different.
I feel her sobs turn into small sniffles and I can't help but grin at the little bit of snot and tears on my bare shoulder. She notices too and turns blood red.
"I've had worst bodily fluids on me.", I reply with a grin. She gives me a questioning look."Slaying and all that B...get your mind out of the gutter.", I laugh. Her giggle is music to my ears and I wipe away the smudged makeup from her face. As I touch her face I feel her eyes on me."There are clubs every night but I'm not sure if you're the-"
"I really want to go to Mansion."
"Mansion it is then."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I smirk as Faith and I walk past the whole line and right to the front. The bouncer smiles and gives her a kiss before letting us both into the club. I can feel the eyes of the people waiting in line burning into my back. Feeling something touch my hand I look down to see Faith's hand holding mine. She leads me to the bar and leans over to kiss the bartender.
"Give me a martini.", she replies and her choice of drink shocks me. She was always the butch give me a beer but apparently this city has done well for her. Her fashionable dress and high heels compliment her long legs and help her ass look great even though I can't think of a time it didn't.
"What about your...friend?", the bartender asks. I look up at him just before she looks over her shoulder. I just got totally busted checking Faith out.
"I'll just have whatever she's having."
I watch as the guy makes the two drinks, making me wish I could bartend.
"After this we are going to hit the floor."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
Living the sophisticated Italian lifestyle has done nothing for B's dance moves and I can't help but grin at her. When my favorite salsa song comes on I blow a kiss to the Dj before my favorite dance partner swoops me out of B's reach. She actually pouts and I laugh at how she hasn't changed in all these years.
"Nice to see you.", Jose says.
"Same here"
"Been a while since I've seen you here. You think you still got it?"
"Baby boy the question isn't if I got it, it's can you handle it.", I smirk as the Dj finally lets the play.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
She looks like a Latin beauty spinning around and stepping so fast I can't keep up. Watching her move with the guy I can't help but realize just how great of a dancer she is. Biting my lip I wonder if the rumors about good dancers and sex is true. How close she is dancing makes me wonder if she and the guy once had something. I quickly dismiss the idea because I don't want to picture Faith in bed with someone else. When the song ends he spins her my way and I don't hide my adoration. Her bronze skin is glistening, her dark eyes sparkling, her hair slightly sticking to her neck.
"D-do you think you could teach me?", I ask.
"I can try.", Faith replies.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*

The nightmare always started like this; dark and rainy. We stared at each other. I was waiting for her to begin the attack but instead she slowly made her way to me. The way in which her steps hit the wet grass told me this wasn't the usual dream. As she neared the rain dwindled away and the dark made way for light. By the time she stood in front of me it was a perfectly sunny day. I looked around at the new environment. "It's time.", she said reaching up, touching my cheek. As she did so I closed my eyes.

When I opened them I was laying in a hospital bed with wires hooked up to me. I panicked at first but after a moment I realised why I was there...that goodie two shoes slayer...Buffy Summers. Hurriedly I ripped the wires off and took out the thing that was embedded in my arm. I hopped out the bed and ran off.

I ran into a young girl.
"Are you alright?", she asked. I shook my head no."Come with me I'll get you some clothes.". I followed her back to her tiny apartment."You need anything?"
"A shower would be nice.", I replied.
"It's right around the corner. I'll leave some clothes out for you.". I gave her a thankful nod and headed for the bathroom. I turned on the water and snatched off the hospital gown. As I stood under the hot water I thought about how to get back at little Ms. Summers.

Yea...I'm kinda new at this whole LJ rp stuff so I was wondering if N E 1 knew about a community who needed a Faith. Being that every1 loves the once lunatic slayer it's hard to find a role. If you know of any then PLEASE tell me.

Title of fic: The Swap (First Installment)
Series: While We Were Swapped
Author: MahoganySlayer
Rating: NC-17
Summary: What if Faith swapped bodies with someone else
Season setting: Season 4
Distribution:If you wan't it, take it..just give me my props
Disclaimer: These characters belong to Joss Whedon

Hearing the sirens behind me keeps me running. Too busy looking over my shoulder I don't notice the guy in front of me until it's too late. I slam into him full speed knocking the wind out of him. When he glances at me trying to clear his vision I realize he's B's new boy toy; cute, blonde, and in the flesh. With the cops damn near on top of us I figure now is the best time to try out the toy the mayor left for me. With a smirk I slip it out my pocket, into my hand, then grab Beefstick's hand. Right when the cops are next to us getting out of their cars I feel slightly dizzy. My eyes refocus on the body pratically on top of me; which is mine. Looks like I just got my get out of jail free card. The cops pull their weapons out on 'me'.
"Get your hands where I can see them.", Beefstick listens to their instructions. One cop approaches him slowly before grabbing his hands, slipping the cuffs on. Grabbing his, well actually my, hair the cop pulls him to his feet.
"Are you ok Sir?", the cop asks looking at me.
I just stare into Iowa's eyes as I reply,"Five by five."
Reaching in my back pocket I grab the wallet and pull it out. Opening it up I see his, my, face smiling back on the driver's license. I look at the name; Riley Jonathan Finn. The name's kinda gay but I play the cards I'm dealt. Whistling I walk to the campus wondering where the night will take me.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"Yo Finn.", I turn to see a bald black guy.
"Hey.", I reply calmly.
"We got a call."
"For what?"
"Demon, real ugly one."
"Wicked."
"What?"
"Oh nothing I kinda got plowed into tonight, things are a little hazy."
"By who?"
"I dunno some girl was running from the cops and ran into me, full speed. I swear that girl was a track star."
"Do you need a recap of your life?", he asks laughing.
"Wouldn't hurt."
"I'll humor you. You're Riley J. Finn, you work for a secret military demon hunting organization called the Iniative. You're Professor Walsh's TA, your dating Buffy Summers who happens to be a slayer, and you like spending every minute thinking about her.", I smile.
"Sounds good."
"Well come on amnesia boy we got work to do."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I'm crouching in full military gear with a tasor on my side, a gun in my hand, and a mask over my face. We're sitting here watching the demon walk through the graveyard. Without warning I run out of the bushes blowing my team's cover and begin to pummel the scumbag. It would have been effective if I was a slayer but in this body I'm not. So I take a hit that sends me flying into a tree. The others run out and take the demon down.
"Ry?", asks a guy with green eyes. I can't see his face because it's covered with a mask.
"How is he Graham?", the other guy yells and it sounds like the black guy from earlier.
"Forrest I think we should get him to the infermery. I mean with his stomach and all."
"Yea makes sense.", Forrest replies."Alright men bag him and take him to the holding cell.", Graham slips his arm behind me and my arm over his shoulder. Forrest does the same on the other side."On three. One, two.", and on three we stand, them helping me.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"You're ok Finn maybe sore but nothing else is wrong.", replies the doctor."Your stomach is healing up nice.", I avoid looking at the scar on my stomach. It's in the same place on my body. I run my hand over my six pack. So Riley boy kept himself in shape. Good man. I grab my shirt and pull it over my head. It feels wierd having muscles on my chest instead of my breasts. I mean come on I got a nice rack but his isn't too bad either. I stand and walk out of the room. Forrest and Graham are sitting there waiting. Guess I'm a likeable guy. They stand looking worried.
"Doc says I'm okay just a little bit of bruising."
"That wasn't like you back there.", states Graham. "You wouldn't just rush into an attack."
"I was getting anxious."
"Yea well don't get like that too often. Let's go home; I can go for a shower and a heavy sleep."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I walk into the room, that's now mine. It's neat and organized. I step in front of the mirror and flash a killer smile. I lean closer looking into greenish brownish eyes. I bet they change colors like B's. There's a knock at the door, and I turn, but before I can reach it I see her. Buffy Summers; the slayer herself. She closes the door and hurries to me. She wraps her arms around me and I feel as if I'll die. I encircle her in my arms planting one hand at the nape of her neck. Pulling her close I place my face in her neck taking in her scent; vanilla.
"Are you ok?", she asks. The liquid forming in my eyes blurs my vision so I close them. She wipes away my tears and I hear the concern in her voice."Baby what's wrong?"
"I've missed you.", opening my eyes I see her warm smile trying to comfort me.
"You saw me earlier today."
"Feels like months."
"Let's go do something."
"With that crazy slayer on the loose?"
"She's not crazy, she needs help that's all. I just hope the council or the police haven't gotten to her yet."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"My name is Riley Finn, the girl you're looking for is in my body.", yells Riley, but his protests are heard in the Bostonian accent of the rogue slayer.
"Yea yea well you've lucked out missy. The council doesn't want you in England yet so we have to wait a few days before we can smuggle you out of the states."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"I've missed you.", he says sounding so sweet and sincere.
"You saw me earlier today.", I reply.
"Feels like months."
"Let's go do something."
"With that crazy slayer on the loose?", he asks. I feel my blood run cold. Faith hasn't shown up since we got word she was awake. I wasn't able to help her before but with her awake I feel I was given a second chance.
"She's not crazy, she needs help that's all. I just hope the council or the police haven't gotten to her yet.". Faith's a survivor but in her state she can't do too much.
"But we Mr. Finn are going to spend some quality time.", I kiss him. I pull away and smile at the expression on his face as he slowly opens his eyes. "Meet you at my house in twenty?"
"Sounds good.", he replies before I leave the room.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I just stand there for a few minutes staring at the door. I know that in Riley's body Mrs.Summers won't judge or accuse me for all those things Faith did all those months ago but I can't help being nervous. With a sigh I wipe my hands on my jeans before finally ringing the door bell. It opens to reveal a smiling Mrs.Summers.
"Riley, it's so nice to see you, please come in."
With a forced smile I walk into the house.
"Buffy is almost ready and should be down in a minute."
I just nod hoping that the way I really feel doesn't show too much but my hope is in vain when Mrs.S asks me if I'm ok. I reply yes wishing that B didn't take so long to get ready.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
When the doorbell rang I couldn't help the smile that spread across my face. I just wanted to be a normal girl and Riley made me feel that way. Sometimes he didn't quite get my calling but we were slowly working through it and I gladly welcomed that little bit of stress.  I couldn't quite pinpoint what drove me to pull out leather pants and a backless shirt but that made up my ensemble. My hair was crimped, my red lipstick bright, I felt sexy. With a smirk I make my way downstairs. Rounding the corner I can't help but feel even more sexy when Riley's eyes land on me. Usually he only looks at me with bliss but there's something passionate in his gaze. The color of his eyes seemed to darker just a shade. My mother noticed it took,coughing before telling us 'have fun' and heading upstairs. Any woman would feel uncomfortable watching her daughter get eyed up. Standing to his full height, taller than even Angel, he looked like a predator as he made his way over.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
He just said motor. The same word Faith likes to use. Maybe I'm just thinking about her too much. I grab his hand and lead him out the door and into the night.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
We walk into the Bronze. It's loud and full of people. Hand in hand we head to a near by booth. It's cozy and somewhat in the corner. He plops down and immidiatly puts his heavy boots on the table. He's never done this before. Usually he's all confined and cuddly.
"Wanna dance?", he asks. I raise an eyebrow as I look at him.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
Following her into the Bronze I watch her cute little ass move under the red leather. I sit down and swing up my feet landing them on the table. I look at the dance floor.
"Wanna dance?", she raises her eyebrow at me. That's my B. By that look I'm guessing beefstick can't dance. Well I'll change that. This body is a bit larger and somewhat heavier but I still got my moves. I stand shrugging out of my leather jacket. Her eyes scan my outfit. I'm not wearing much but I guess it's different from Riley's usual dress. Black tank top under a blue button down, regular baggy jeans. I think these are the only pair of baggy jeans he has. I don't know why cause he's, well now I'm, packing a good eight inches. I offer my hand to her and she takes it letting me pull her up.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
Riley looks good. I was too busy struttin my stuff I didn't notice. He doesn't look like he just grabbed anything and threw it on. He looks well good. He offers his hand and I take it letting him pull me up. We head to the dance floor and he pulls me to him. The song starts out slow.

//Looking around
Wondering what this is for
Sure it's fine but I don't think i need this anymore
I took down my self appearance
And I found the definate clearance
I'm getting bored
Inspiration is drained
Till I see your face is boredom
Beside me//

He looks in my eyes.

//Feel this
Once one more to
Make sure its not a dream
I can not stand here any longer
Please don't wake me up
Your such a perfect dream
Of all I ever
Wanted at all//
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I love this song. I've heard it a few times in one of the bars on the bad part of Sunnydale.

//Bringing me down
A flow as the glass hits the floor
Shattered pieces
It's not what it used to be anymore
Rided it out on broken pieces
Tell me now what is your thesis
I need it more
To make it through the day
Till I see your face is boredom
Beside me//

She's my perfect dream and I don't wanna wake up.

//Feel this
Once one more to
Make sure its not a dream
I can not stand here any longer
Please don't wake me up
Your such a perfect dream
Of all I ever
Wanted at all

I never met this dream
Reality//

I grab her waist pulling her to me staring into her eyes.

//Once I fall inside of you
Again its so hard
To keep my mind off of you
To keep my arms off of you

So unreal
So sureal

But,You're just a dream
You're far away
Boredom will follow around me again

But,You're just a dream
You're far away
Boredom will follow around me again//
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
His eyes look so intense. He's never looked at me like this. This flame in his eyes is burning my heart. I lean up and kiss him before the next song starts.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
When did my boyfriend become to sexy? Slipping into his leather jacket he looks like another person. Once again he's looking like Faith. I walk up next to him grabbing his hand, entwining our fingers. He grins down at me as we leave the club.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
We're laying in a park staring at the stars. The sky's clear and the stars are bright. My head's on his chest and I look up to see the small smile on his lips. Sitting up I straddle his legs. Leaning down I kiss him and feel his arms wrap around my waist. He rolls us over softly laying me in the grass. He pulls away from my lips and dips his head kissing behind my ear causing me to shiver. He's never done that before. His kisses trail down my neck. I feel him stop when he reaches the bite mark that belongs to Angel. Instead of moving to the other side of my neck he runs his tongue from the bottom of it up to my ear before flicking my earlobe with it. He kisses back down to the scar and bites...hard. Not enough to break skin but harder enough to make me tighten my legs around his waist. My breathing feels shorter.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
She tightens her legs around my waist pushing into me. I can feel her breathing coming in short breaths. I smirk into her skin before reaching for her pants. I look in her eyes asking for permission. She nods and I unzip her leather pants. I bet she got these just to prove my opinion of her wrong. I slid my hand into them and kiss her as I find no underwear. I put two fingers into her, she moans into my mouth. I've been wanting to do this to her for so long.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I feel him curl his fingers and twist my clit. Everything seems to go white behind my shut eye lids as I have the most powerful orgasm. Opening my eyes I see him looking down at me with concern.
"You ok?"
"Better than.", I don't know when he got sexy and better at sex but at this point I can care less. I kiss him."Let's go back to your place to finish this.", he smiles and zips my pants back up for me. He kisses my nose before wrapping his arms around me, picking me up. I smile down at him."Oh great Mr. Finn are you going to carry me to your bed?"
"I would like to.", he replies.
"Sounds good.", I lay my head on his shoulder as he begins to walk off.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
Luckily no fellew commandos are in the house lobby. I carry her up the stairs and straight to my room. Look at me guess I really have taken his life. I close the door quietly but she still manages to hear and picks up her head.
"Home at last.", she replies before kissing me. I walk her to the bed and lay her down. I watch as she pulls the black top over her head revealing two milky white breasts. I shrug out of my jacket and hurriedly unbutton the blue shirt. I reach for my tank but her hands stop me. Her small hands grab the bottom and she slowly tugs it off me, tossing it aside. She leans back and gets under the covers. She moves under them until she pulls her leather pants out. Wearing a smirk she drops them next to the bed."You Mr. are over dressed.", climbing out from the covers she grins. On all fours she crawls to me. Reaching out she grabs me by my waist and tugs me to her. She rises to her knees and we kiss. She kisses her way down my chest and stomach until she reaches the button to my pants. Undoing it she dips her head and unzips my pants with her teeth. I feel the blood rushing to my groin. It's rising and with a quickness. She tugs the jeans down and grins up at me."Going commando, commando?"
"Yes ma'am.", I say falling into her roleplay. Grabbing me by the back of my neck she crashes our lips together. Crawling onto the bed I slowly push her back. I look down at her sprawled under me waiting for me to make my move. I go back to her ear licking behind it before trailing kisses down the valley between her breasts. Taking the right one into my hand I flick my tongue over her left nipple. She sighs as I take the whole thing into my mouth. She grabs me head holding me to her. I move on to the other doing the same. Trailing kissing down her stomach I dip my tongue into her belly button. I hear her giggle and continue my assault. Stopping before reaching her sex I grab her anckle and kiss up her leg and thigh. I stop again doing the same to the other leg and thigh.
"Riley don't tease.", she moans. So farm boy doesn't travel down town to often huh, well I can change that. Without warning I plunge my tongue into her. Arching off the bed she wraps her legs around me, her thighs covering my ears. I can feel the shudders running through her as I pick up the pace. Feeling her release near I stop. But before she can complain I suck on her clit causing her to grab the pillow and scream into it. Once the tremors stop and her grip around my head loosen I pick up my head to see her pull the pillow off her head. She looks down at me. Looking at her I lick her one last time. She grabs my shoulders and tugs me up. Buddy boy down stairs is tight and very very hard. She reaches down and takes me into her hand. She strokes me and I close my eyes. No wonder guys always want you to do this. It feels great. I sigh as she runs her thumb over the tip. I open my eyes to see her suckling her thumb. That's hott. She flips us over and begins to head down. It's not that I'm not loving this but this is about me making love to her. I sit up and she looks at me as if I've grown another head."But I figured that since you-well I thought you would want me to."
"Buffy I wanna make love you to. Tonight's about you; everything's about you.", I say taking her chin in my hand. She grins and I kiss her. I tug her up my body flipping us over. She wraps her legs around my waist reaching into the side drawer. She grabs a condom and rolls it onto my dick. I take a deep breath before slowly entering her. She sighs as I feel myself filling her. I pull out, placing me hand flat next to her sides I thrust back in. I go slow wanting to remember everything about this night. I love her..always have and I want her to know even if she believes it's someone else."Don't tease.". I'm going slow but I'm still breaking into a sweat and so is she."Please.". I speed up knowing she's a slayer and can handle it a little rough. Good thing the headboard isn't close to the wall or else it'd be banging. I'm rocking into her and she's arching into me. I can feel my balls tighten and her body momentarily freeze.
"Buffy open your eyes.", she does so and we both fall over the edge staring into each other's eyes. I try not to fall on her. She may be a slayer but I'm still about fifty pounds or more heavier than her. I lower myself, still inside her. I try to pull out but she stops me.
"Don't.", so I lay my head on her breasts listening to her heart beat. She runs her fingers through my hair as I wrap my arms around her.
"I love you."
"I love you too.", is the last thing I hear before falling asleep.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I open my eyes to see Riley sitting at his desk, doughnut in hand, watching me. He's wearing jeans but no shirt or shoes.
"I figured you would want some sugary goodness.", he replies in a perky voice.
"You've been hanging around Willow too long."
"Re-Willow's a cool girl.", his feet are propped up on the edge of his desk."Are you going to join me or what?", I lean over and grab his button down shirt and put it on. I button the bottom few but leave the top ones open to show off my cleavage. I walk over and sit in his lap. He holds the doughnut out and I take a bite. He takes it back and takes a bit getting some jelly on the corner of his mouth. I lean over and slowly lick it up and smile as I feel 'something' harden under my ass.
"So is someone 'up' for a little bit more action?"
"More than a little.", he replies kissing me.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
We're walking to Giles' to get the update about Faith. Last night Riley totally made me forget about everything. He's good in bed don't get me wrong but he's never been so passionate. He grabs my hand and I look up at him and smile. And I like this person he's become in the last twenty four hours. We walk into the apartment to see Willow, Tara, Xander, Anya, and Giles.
"Riley Buffy hello.", replies Giles.
"So what's the what?", I ask as Riley sits down. I sit in his lap looking up at Giles.
"Well as you know Faith's out of her coma."
"But we have no idea where she is."
"No we don't we have some ideas but I'm afraid by now the council might have her."
"What are they gonna do?"
"Possibly take her back to England, rehabilitate her."
"What does that mean?"
"Punish her for her crimes, her transgressions against them."
"So they're gonna put her in their own slayer jail."
"Yes."
"Are they really gonna help her?"
"Probably not.", states Riley.
"He's right.", replies Giles."More than likely they'll kill her to activate another slayer."
"A young neive girl.", grumbles Riley. We all look at him. He doesn't notice and seems to space out into his own world.
"Willow can you check the police files to see if they've gotten to her first?", she nods and I look at Giles."If they had her then the council has her now."
"Sure.", Willow and Tara head towards the door."I'll see you guys later. I have to get my laptop."
"Bye Will."
"What can I do?", asks Xander.
"Nothing really we have no clue where she's at now so you should go home."
"She doesn't know where I live so I don't have to worry about her finding me."
"Yes because Xander is my orgasm buddy now.", Anya states. I rolls my eyes at Anya's comment. The couple files out and it's just me, Giles and Riley.
"Well until Willow finds out anything we're in the dark. You and Riley should enjoy the day. I'll call if I come across anything."
"Sounds good.", Riley chimes standing. I land on my feet and he grabs my hand tugging me out of Giles' house.
"You ok?", I ask finally noticing his weird behavior.
"Yea five by-fine.", he plays off the slip.
"So what do you want to do?"
"Picnic then movie.", he states slinging his arm over my shoulders. I smile and snuggle into him. He smells like fabric softener. Such the neat freak.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
So B and I are laying in a park eating fruit. It's really nice, talking to her, feeding her. We're talking about nothing really because I'm keeping things on a 'what I know about her life now' basis.
"I'm glad we don't have any classes today.", she says picking up a strawberry. I watch as she ducks in into the melted chocolate.
"Me too.", I reply before taking a bite. Her eyes follow my tongue as I lick the remaining chocolate from my lips. She's having flash backs of last night. I lean in and kiss her tasting the grapes she had earlier. Moving between her legs I deepen the kiss but before I can do anything her cell phone rings."Dammit.". She smiles and picks up.
"Yea...ok...you sure...damn...we'll be right there.", she hangs up."Sorry to interupt this but we gotta go."
"No prob.", I stand picking up the basket of fruit and container of chocolate. She grabs the blanket and we head for G's place.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"The council has her because the police report that some men in a van kidnapped her from the SDPD.", says Red. She's quite the cutie all serious and stuff. I see blondie sitting next to her is still here. I bet those two have been attached at the hip. DING. So Red's not driving stick any more. I haven't seen dog breath since I've been back. I don't blame her stick isn't the best thing unless you have one. A smile spreads across my face thinking bout the look of pure pleasure on B's face as I made love to her.
"Right Riley.", I hear Xand say.
"Um what?", I ask.
"We should let the council keep her."
"Xander weren't you listening to me earlier?", asks B getting me off the hook."They'll-prolly-kill-her."
"And?", his voice is empty. Damn I really hurt him."Did you forget what she did to me?"
"So that's it huh. She screws you, discards you and you think 'Hey I can save her'."
"If you haven't forgotten you thought it was a good idea."
"I was younger than."
"Oh right because now, nine or ten months later, you're so much older."
"Lay off Xander.", I say.
"Shut up Riley. You have no idea what that rogue psycho slayer bitch did to us.", he snaps. I stand pushing up the arms of my long sleeve shirt.
"Come make me.", Xander pushes off the couch and steps up to me. We're standing toe to toe, but not nose to nose. I got him by a inch or three. I stare down into his eyes."Make your move.", he swings and I easily duck under it punching him the stomach. I may not have slayer agility or strenght but I'm still a healthy twenty three year old, one hundred fifty pound guy. He falls to the floor holding his stomach. Buffy pulls me back and looks into my eyes.
"I appreciate you sticking up for me but this is gonna get us nowhere.", Anya helps Xander up.
"I enjoy the sexual pleasure you give but you had that coming.", she says.
"Then leave me alone.", he shrugs away from her grip and limps out of Giles' living room. He stops next to me on his way out."When she tries to kill you I'm delivering a good round of 'I told you so's."
"You won't have to.", I growl before he leaves.
"Xander is right in a 'he went to far' sort of way.", says Red.
"Will, I-she helped us defeat the mayor.", B says.
"How?", asks G taking off his glasses.
"When I was out after Angel-bit me we had a slayer dream."
"You shared a dream?"
"Yes, she told me that human weakness doesn't fade....not even his. Ok I know maybe we didn't need the help but she offered it. Giles she would have had to reach out."
"I see."
"Sure she joined up with the mayor but in the end she came through for us.", I force the tears down.
"We'll help her Buffy.", he says putting his glasses back on."I'll contact the council. Maybe if they hear our reasonings they will let her go."
"Just like that?"
"I'm not saying it'll be easy but we can try. I'll call them tonight."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"Riley was acting strange.", replies Willow.
"You noticed that too."
"He's never so aggresive. He kinda reminded me of Faith."
"I noticed something about Riley earlier and now you're saying something about it I think I might be right."
"Right about what?"
"I don't think Riley is Riley at all."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"Hello.", says Quentin Travers, head of the slayer watching branch of the council.
"Hello Quentin."
"Rupert Giles."
"Yes."
"Let me guess, you want to talk about the rogue slayer Faith."
"Yes, we, Buffy and I, believe she would do more help here in Sunnydale."
"Right the help she delivered to Richard Wilkins."
"Travers you think I don't know what you're branch wants to do to her? I know very well that they would rather bring her England, kill her, and have another slayer called. Start off with a fresh slate."
"We want what's best for the world."
"What about what's best for her? Or Buffy."
"As I recall Buffy Summers is no longer under our jurisdiction, she made sure of that eight months ago."
"So what are you proposing?"
"A trade for a trade. We'll hand Faith's custody over to you if Ms.Summers excepts our orders. We want her to follow our agenda. We know she'll also have her own but we need to be informed on what's going on on that hellmouth. Daily and special reports. We could help, financially, if need be."
"So you just want a finger in the hellmouth activities."
"Yes Buffy leaving the council was an embarrasment and I'm willing to do what it takes to have her back."
"I'll talk it over with her."
"As will I do with the branch heads."
"Call me when you get word."
"Very well then, goodbye Mr. Giles."
"Goobye Mr. Travers."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I'm laying on my bed listening to the radio. If I was in my body I'd probably be smoking but I'm not. B always did hate it and it would look way to weird if she saw Mr. All American puffing on a Marlboro. My shirt and shoes are off. I like this look. I played with my hair earlier. Going from long black hair to short blonde is a major switch but I like it. I hear a knock at my door and hope it's B.
"Come in.", I say still staring at the ceiling.
"Whoa.", says Forrest I've learned his voice already."Since yesterday you've been a different person. Alot more chilled. I mean I know with Adam running around and your girl's job you've been stressed but I'm liking this new guy."
"What can I say?", I reply."I'm just a likeable guy."
"Well some of us are gonna play some football. You wanna join?"
"Aiight.", I sit up and slip on my sneakers."Lead the way."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I catch the football and spin around the guy that tried to tackle me. Dodging a few more and jumping over one I reach the touchdown. I slam the football down.
"You guys can't touch me!", I yell as Forrest and Graham run over.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
Heading to Riley's room I hear, "You guys can't touch me!", I stop and turn to see Riley. He's sweaty and shirtless. Major hunk, where did he get this new attitude from? I walk over avoiding the other sweaty men and approach him. I raise an eyebrow at me and he winks at me.
"Hey you guys go ahead and kill them some more I'll be back....possibly.", he says. Forrest and Graham turn around and smile at me.
"G go long.", Forrest says, I feel the gust of air as he runs past.
"Hey Buffy.", he replies. Forrest pulls back and launches it. Jogging past me he smiles.
"What ever you're doing. Keep it up. Maybe we could get along after all.", he says. That's a change, Forrest liking me. Ok what nice bizarro world have I fallen into. I'm not complaining though. I look up at Riley. He grins and leans in to hug me. I take a step back.
"What's the what?", he asks.
"You're sweaty."
"You slay vampires and get drenched in demon blood but you can't handle a little bit of Riley sweat?"
"It's not that it's your sweat. It's the fact that it's sweat period."
"Hmm.", he says before grabbing me in a hug.
"Eww.", I yelp. He smiles and carries me to the Lowell House. We get into his room and he puts me down.
"Since it bothers you so much I'm gonna grab a shower. Don't leave.", he says before heading off.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I watch as he steps back into the room. He's wet and the scent of Dove catches my nose.
"You shower with Dove?"
"And wash my hair with Herbal Essences."
"Priss."
"At least I can handle sweat Ms. Protector of the world.", I roll my eyes. He's never been this flippant about my calling. I notice his low hanging towel. I get off the bed and walk over to him. Looking over his body and confident stance I lick my lips."Is there something I can help you with?"
"Let me see.", I lean up and kiss him."Yes."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I hear the phone ring and reach over Riley to pick it up.
"Hello?"
"Buffy?"
"Yea it's me."
"I need you and Riley to come over. We need to talk...about Faith."
"We'll be there in ten.", I hang up and look down at Riley. He looks so young when he's sleeping, like Faith. I sit up.
"What's going on?", he asks.
"Scooby meeting at Giles'."
"That mean we have to get up huh."
"Yes it does but the sooner we get there the sooner we can get back."
"Are you always so sex oriented?"
"No, but the last two days you've made yourself irresistable.", he grins, his eyes are still closed.
"In that case I guess we better hurry this up."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
It's the usual gang Xander included. Riley really socked him yesterday. Xander rolls his eyes and Riley smirks.
"Well I talked to Travers last night.", replies Giles.
"And?", asks Riley. Strangely he's been curious about this whole Faith situtation.
"If Buffy rejoins the council they'll turn Faith over to us."
"Are you serious? Just like that they'll let her go.", we all look at him but he doesn't seem to notice.
"Buffy has to agree to working for the council. They said she won't have to take orders but they would like reports on what's going on on the hellmouth."
"I'm in.", I say. I've wanted a second chance at helping Faith and now it's been dropped in my lap."If all I have to do is send in reports that's cool."
"Well that all we have to do is wait for the phone-", the phone rings."-call."
"That was scary.", replies Willow. Giles picks up the phone.
"Yes...she agrees....really....well I guess it's settled. When will you deliver her?.....very well then....good bye Travers."
"So what's the verdict?"
"They're turning her over to us. We meet them at her old apartment. Travers said they'll misconscrew local police records, do a few memory spells and get her off."
"Whoa.", says Riley. We all look at him.
"Riley you ok? You've been acting strange since Faith broke out."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
"Riley you ok? You've been acting strange since Faith broke out.", she says. Tara gives me a knowing look. So blondie knows her stuff.
"Can we go for a walk? I have something I need to tell you."
"Sure.", I turn and she follows me out.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
It's quiet and we're holding hands walking through the cemetary. Only a slayer would think a graveyard would be the right place to break news. I stop, so does she.
"You can tell me anything.", she says.
"You'll hate me afterwards though."
"No I won't.", I dip my head and kiss her knowing it'll be prolly the last time. I slide my tongue into her mouth and lean her against the nearby tomb. Even when my lungs feel about to bust from lack of oxygen I keep kissing her. Finally when I feel lightheaded I pull away gasping for air. Reaching up she grabs the side of my face and tangles her fingers in the hairs on the nape of my neck. She pulls my forehead to hers and I see the realization flash in her eyes."Faith."
"How did you-"
"You think I can't tell the difference between my boyfriend and you?"
"Well I thought-"
"I was too oblivious to notice but I did. The way you touched me, kissed me, looked into my eyes. It was more intense that he ever could do. Where you going to tell me? Even if they didn't let you, him, stay."
"I can't say that I would have, but then again I can't stay that I wouldn't."
"We need to find Willow and Tara they'll know how to fix this."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
We're sitting in B and Red's room. Me and B are sitting on her bed, on Red's is her and Tara.
"I knew r-right away t-that something wa-wasn't right.", stutters T. It's actually kinda cute.
"She reads auras and could tell that another aura was stuffed into Riley's body.", Red says helping her shy girlfriend.
"We w-were able to cre-create this a-and now once w-we get your b-body back we can make the swap."
"But we wouldn't meet the council guys till morning right?"
"Right.", replies Willow.
"I'll meet you guys at G's bright and early tomorrow morning.", I stand and leave the room closing the door behind me.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I walk into G's apartment and try not to make eye contact with anyone including B. It seems she's doing the same.
"Riley-um Faith and Buffy come with me.", Red stops me and hands me the green rock.
"Hold this in your hand and grab his it'll switch you back."
"Thanks Red.", I say before following B and G outside. We pile into his car and he pulls off. Within minutes we're in front of my building. We get out and follow G into the building. He knocks some special pattern on the door and it opens. I've seen the guy before. He eyes me and the three of us walk past him. I look over to see him, me, looking highly pissed.
"I swear you'll pay for this.", he growls. It sounds so fearce coming out in my accent.
"There's your lovely and might I add lunatic slayer. She's been rambling about not being herself since we got her. Thinks her name is Riley Finn. It was quite laughable actually."
"We'll take it from here.", says G. I watch as my body comes stalking towards me. I don't see the fist coming at my face. I grab my nose inwardly cursing. I deserved that.
"I know I'll have to deal with a bloody nose later but it was worth it."
"Thank you.", says G before we leave the apartment. B closes the door behind us. I pull the green rock out of my pocket. With rock in hand I grab Riley's hand. Feeling dizzy I blink a few times. I rub my eyes and look into Riley's face. I look down to see my clothes. Well the clothes I stole from the girl behind the hospital. Holding his nose Riley grabs B's hand and hauls her off."Would you like a ride back to my place?"
"No I think I'll go later. I just need a walk."
"Low profile, the council hasn't had enough time to do all the needed things."
"I get that. Thanks again Giles.", he grins and leaves the building heading for his car. I follow his out avoiding looking at B or Riley. I stuff my hands in the jean jacket and walk off heading towards the bar on the bad side of Sunnydale.

Title of fic: I Love Her (Second Installment)
Series: While We Were Swapped
Author: RavenSlayer
Rating:
Summary: Buffy realizes something
Season setting: Season 4
Distribution:If you wan't it, take it
Disclaimer: These characters belong to Joss Whedon
Author's notes:

I smile as Buffy comes into my room. I've missed seeing her since I got trapped in the body of a crazy slayer. She gives me a weak smile. I know something's wrong.
"Buffy what's wrong?"
"I have to tell you something."
"What is it? Did Faith do something to you.", I ask worried.
"Well I-she-we-"
"You slept with her didn't you?"
"I thought it was you."
"You couldn't tell the difference?!"
"Riley that's not fair."
"Neither is being beat down.", I see her wince."I'm sorry I'm not in the best mood. Swollen nose and all."
"I- think we should break up."
"Why? Because of this? Baby we can forget out it. I know you thought it was me."
"But things haven't been great between us. I just don't feel. Riley I don't think we'll work and I can't lead you on anymore."
"But you love me."
"I do just not like you love me."
"So this is it?"
"Yea."
"I'll keep you in touch of what's going on with Adam. No need to eliminate allies right."
"Right.", she replies."I really am sorry."
"So am I.", I huff as she leaves my room.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
I love her. I see that now. Back then I loved her but was too scared to show it. But now after seeing her eyes as she made love to me I know that she's what I need. She's my other half, ying to my yang, we're the chosen two. I look up to see myself in front of her apartment building. I head inside and up the stairs. I stop in front of her door hearing the music. Before I can knock the door opens. Faith's standing before me. Low hanging leather pants, no shoes, and a sports bra. This look, looks better on her body. A cigarette is hanging from her lips. She takes a puff, waves me in and exhales. I walk in and close the door behind me. She takes one last inhale before putting it out. Turning she looks at me and crosses the room. I open my mouth but her finger to my lips silences me as the next song on her stereo starts.

Trapt 'Break Me Out'
//Let's pretend we're far away
Away from problems
Found each day//

She's singing to me and it sounds great.

//Silent drift
Echoes fade
Raining softly
Then delay

Will I fall
If I make a mistake
Can I make an escape
With you//

She pulls me against her singing in my ear

//My confidence is draining
My happiness is raining down on me
My ego is craving
Without you
I'm falling
A step in the darkness
Can you hear me calling
Darling forgive me
Darling, darling, forgive me//

She pulls away from me.

//Will you break me out
Set me free
Will you take my soul away from me
Will you break me out
Set me free
Will you take my soul away from me//
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
She's already taken my soul and set me free.

//Am I lost
If I stray out too far
Would you bring me back in
With you//

She nods and I know she would.

//My confidence is draining
My happiness is raining down on me
My ego is craving
Without you
I'm falling
A step in the darkness
Can you hear me calling
Darling forgive me
Darling, darling, forgive me

Will you break me out
Set me free
Will you take my soul away from me
Will you break me out
Set me free
Will you take my soul away from me

Help, I need you
To swallow me up
Help, I need you
To swallow me up//

I grab her hands and place them on my chest.

//Look inside
To wipe away the rain
Go break me out
And take away the pain
But if you find it in your heart
I'll make you see
If you wanna break me out
And set me free//

The song ends and I see the tears rimming her eyes.
"B-Buffy I love you.", I say hoping she'll except the words from my mouth and not his.
"I love you too Faith.", she replies and I cup her chin in my hand. I lean down and kiss her.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
The song ends and I look up at her with teary eyes.
"B-Buffy I love you.", she says.
"I love you too Faith.", I reply and she cups my chin in her hand, leans down, and kisses me. We pull away smiling."Now all I have to worry about is Adam."
*~~*~~*~~*~~*END*~~*~~*~~*~~*

Title of fic: When I Woke This Morning
Author: RavenSlayer
Rating:PG-13
Warnings:Some cursing
Summary: Faith lets her feelings come out
Season setting: Season 6
Disclaimer: Characters belong to Joss Whedon
Author's notes: Lyrics are from Nickleback's "When I woke up this morning"

I watch her knowing what's in store for me.

//I paid my last respects this morning on an early grave//

All I want is closure. For once I want to finish what I've started, but I don't know what to say.

//Already said goodbye nothing left to say//

I think I'll miss this place. It brought out the best in me even if only for a little while, but I won't cry.

//A tiny church a tiny town and not a tear was spent//

I didn't want to come back after everything I did.

//Not how I wanted it, I'm hating all of this//

Memories follow me through this town. Each building, street, spot has a meaning.

//Well I'm hating all of this
I'm hating, all of this
All of this, all of this//

Having so many problems and doubts in my ownself I couldn't tell her how I really felt. Things seemed almost better.

//Now I know why I hide my love from you somedays
No I don't mind keeping this bottled inside me//

She changed my world, and almost found the real me. But once she gave up she brought out the worse in me. To this day I feel less than her.

//You came along and tore this world out around me
Looks like you found me
Now I know why
I felt like shit when I woke up this morning//

Compared to her I was nothing. She marveled in my failures cause she looked better.

//I've been a loser all my life I'm not about to change
If you don't like there's the door nobody made you stay//

She couldn't deal with competition but now I'm free.

//There ain't a woman on the planet who can deal with it
Just how I wanted it I'm hating all of this
Well I'm hating all of this//

I walk to her house, standing under her window just like I did before. She's miserable, I can feel it. I want to comfort her and tell her it's ok but it would make things too complicated.

//I'm hating, all of this
All of this, all of this
Now I know why I hide my love from you somedays
No, I don't mind keeping this bottled inside me//

She took everything from me, left me bare. I had nothing, once I got something she ripped it from me.

//You came along and tore this world out around me
Looks like you found me
Now I know why
I felt like shit when I woke up this morning//

I'm sick of the past. The one that follows me day by day, but doesn't even look her way. I'm just so sick.

//All of this all of this//

I wish I could forget her. I wish I could stop seeing her hazel eyes, smelling her blond hair, and imagining things were different. I wonder sometimes what would have happened if I did tell her that I loved her. Other times I realize that things wouldn't have gone well if she knew.

//Now I know why I hide my love from you somedays
No I don't mind keeping this bottled inside me//

She was so perfect, the perfect slayer. Everyone loved her, wanted to be her, admired her. I was the only one who knew her and she forgot about me. She kicked me to the curb and carried on with her life. Everyday I wake up feeling like shit.

//You came along and tore this world out around me
Looks like you found me
Now I know why
I felt like shit when I woke up this morning//

I turn and shove my hands in my pockets just like I used to. I take one last look at her window, wishing she would catch a glimpse of me before I leave her life forever. I huff, not seeing her face and leave.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*
Touching the window Buffy watches Faith leave.
"I'll feel like shit tomorrow morning.", she replies.
*~~*~~*~~*~~*END*~~*~~*~~*~~*

((Post Season 7))
I was in New York. It was December and the cold felt good. No matter how long I'd been in blistering weather I'd never gotten use to it. My heavy jacket kept me warm enough as I patrolled the busy streets. I heard that Buffy was there. I hadn't followed her...in fact she had followed me. Dawnie gave me the heads up that Buffy was in town. I acted like it was nothing but deep down I knew the truth. I hadn't really been paying attention and when I looked up I saw her. She was standing on the other side of the crosswalk. Her blond hair was a little bit longer than I remembered and her cheeks were rosy. I grinned at the huge blanket she thought was a 'coat'. I shook my head as I approached her.

((Open to Buffy))